Touching wood...

I don't know what has happened the last week or so, but I feel (dare I say it) normal... you know, like the old me, the pre bc me. It's like I have turned a big corner, probably cos I have had a bit of time to recover from all my treatments now, and the after effects are wearing off. I must be feeling better, cos the mess in my house is now starting to get on my nerves again and I want to have a big sort out, a spring clean. Fingers crossed I remain like this - just need to get my head round returning to work now...

Anniversaries...

Tomorrow it is a year since I went to se my GP about my lump. I have to confess I'm feeling a bit weird about that

Back to work soon?

I had my Occy Health appointment today as well. Nothing much to say about that really. We pretty much went over the same things as last time - I plan to go back early/mid June, I will be on a phased return etc...

They are very good at my work, so no worries on that front really.

Felt very let down by a friend today. Found out they have kept something quite important from me. I don't know why they have kept me in the dark, but I feel quite hurt. Gosh, this cancer malarkey ain't half made me sensitive!

Dvds and doctors

Been a bit narky today.

My mum has been round for a couple of hours this aft. We watched a DVD of last years fashion show. It's made me feel quite emotional. I reckon it's my hormones going bonkers again. I feel tired and a bit weepy today. Hey ho...

Tomorrow I have an appointment with the Occupational Health doctor. I guess it is to discuss my eventual return to work. That should be fun. The Occy Health doctor is quite good looking. Every cloud and all that...

Normality

I really am on a bit of a high at the moment. I've hardly been in the house for the last few days. Life is starting to resemble something it used to be...