Feeling better...

I'm feeling a bit better...

Some of my friends came out of the woodwork today - I almost started to think they had been reading this! One phoned me, and 2 others texted me and I've been round to another's house for a bottle of wine and a curry. I know they'd say I should just ask for help, but I find it hard. I'm fiercely independent, so it doesn't come naturally to me to admit I need help. I just expect them to know. Silly really. Plus I do get envious when they are all doing the stuff "normal" people in their 30's do, while I feel like it's all passing me by. I'll stop this now - I'm starting to get miserable again...