I got one!! Well two actually!

Today I went to the mastectomy wear shop. They didn't have anything that would fit me!! The ladies in the shop were lovely, and said they were expecting some new stock in soon that would cater for my size. I left them my phone number so they could call me when these TWO styles arrive - both of which are vile and even my almost 60 year old mum thought were horrible and old fashioned.

So, I'm really pissed off at this point and decide I NEED to spend some money to cheer myself up so I trecked over to a huge M&S and guess what....I GOT TWO COZZIES!! I need to get them pocketed, but other than that they are bloody well perfect for me. Good old M&S. Will phone the specialist shop tomorrow to sort out getting pockets sewn in I think...

Grumpy

Went to bed in a right grump last night. I decided to look at all the websites that do mastectomy swimwear, and found... nothing, nada, zilch! Ended up on page 13 of the results that came when I googled "mastectomy wear", then pretty much gave up. Many sites claim to do bigger sizes, but when you actually start looking it seems I am just TOO fat or my cup size is TOO big, or they have wires in, or the ONE I did find... sold out... *sigh* So gave it up as a bad job and went to bed, feeling very deflated (not enough to fit into a blinkin cozzie though!!). I will not think about this again until I go to that shop next week.