Grumpy

Went to bed in a right grump last night. I decided to look at all the websites that do mastectomy swimwear, and found... nothing, nada, zilch! Ended up on page 13 of the results that came when I googled "mastectomy wear", then pretty much gave up. Many sites claim to do bigger sizes, but when you actually start looking it seems I am just TOO fat or my cup size is TOO big, or they have wires in, or the ONE I did find... sold out... *sigh* So gave it up as a bad job and went to bed, feeling very deflated (not enough to fit into a blinkin cozzie though!!). I will not think about this again until I go to that shop next week.